難以忘記初次見你 一雙迷人的眼睛
在我腦海裡 你的身影 揮散不去
握你的雙手感覺你的溫柔
真的有點透不過氣
你的天真 我想珍惜
看到你受委屈 我會傷心
只怕我自己會愛上你
不敢讓自己靠的太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你
愛你也需要很大的勇氣
只怕我自己會愛上你
也許有天會情不自禁
想念只讓自己苦了自己
愛上你是我情非得已
什麼原因 我竟然又會遇見你
我真的真的不願意
就這樣陷入愛的陷阱
只怕我自己會愛上你
不敢讓自己靠的太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你
愛你也需要很大的勇氣
只怕我自己會愛上你
也許有天會情不自禁
想念只讓自己苦了自己
愛上你是我情非得已
愛上你是我情非得已
Friday, May 28, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
band aid
by pixie lott
When I met you
I really didn't like you
First impression was that you were somebody who
Walked right by when I waved at you and say 'Hi'
But they say
Bad beginnings make happy endings
And now that I know you I begin to understand things
Turn around a hundred and eighty degrees
I found my missing piece
There something 'bout you
That's like the sun
You warm up my heart, when I come undone
You're like my soul mate
And on those days,
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
When I get caught in the rain
And it feels like
There is no one in the world who understands my
Complications that I face everyday
As I talk it through with you
No matter how I try to hide
Just see straight from my disguise
You know how to fix me
You are my therapy
Baby oh
There something 'bout you
That'€™s like the sun
You warm up my heart when I come undone
You like my soul mate
And all those things
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
Isn't it funny how these things get turned around?
Just when I thought I knew you
You prove me wrong
I used to hate the things you love
And love the things you hate
And now I like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
There something 'bout you
That's like the sun
You warm up my heart when I come undone
You like my soul mate
And all those things
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
And now I like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
Lalalalalala I like it
I lalala like it
When I met you
I really didn't like you
First impression was that you were somebody who
Walked right by when I waved at you and say 'Hi'
But they say
Bad beginnings make happy endings
And now that I know you I begin to understand things
Turn around a hundred and eighty degrees
I found my missing piece
There something 'bout you
That's like the sun
You warm up my heart, when I come undone
You're like my soul mate
And on those days,
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
When I get caught in the rain
And it feels like
There is no one in the world who understands my
Complications that I face everyday
As I talk it through with you
No matter how I try to hide
Just see straight from my disguise
You know how to fix me
You are my therapy
Baby oh
There something 'bout you
That'€™s like the sun
You warm up my heart when I come undone
You like my soul mate
And all those things
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
Isn't it funny how these things get turned around?
Just when I thought I knew you
You prove me wrong
I used to hate the things you love
And love the things you hate
And now I like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
There something 'bout you
That's like the sun
You warm up my heart when I come undone
You like my soul mate
And all those things
When I hurt
When I break
Mhm
You are my band aid You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are You are, you are
When I hurt
When I break
You are
And now I like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
I like it
Now I la la la like it
I like it
Lalalalalala I like it
I lalala like it
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
finally all the drama has ended. time for a fairytale!
last paper!!! seriously man! im beginning t feel old. heh. hahaha. okayy la. havent hit the big 2-0!! hahaha. oh wells. another sem is gone. so quickly, just like that. but im glad ive learnt a lot this sem, emotioanlly+friends+studies, thought its been tiring. karwei asked why im here for the cambodia trip. there were two reasons why i signed myself up for it. and honestly, i didnt expect it. exactly four months ago, i was struggling. and three days from today, it would be exactly five mths ago that it wouldnt have be included in my plans.
its not like i couldnt run and return the shots.
its not cos i have weird music taste, i just happen t listen t all genres except techno.
its not like i cant eat without the 4Cs.
and dont call someone a busybody when he/she obviously cared.
when i was still trying t overcome, i kept hearing and seeing bad stuff that were happening. and people had been telling me "just move on, dont waste time", "jerk", "not worthy of you", etc etc. i may have agreed w them, but it was just cos i had t "convince" and lie t myself. but seriously, i've never regretted it. and i dont believe them because i never think that you are that mean sort of person. after hearing all the negative things, all i wanted is just t embrace my feelings. but when you're tired, you'll let go of everything.
it hurts when you're being treated like some come-and-go. but nobody is to be blamed. sometimes, people change and things go wrong. but when you found out that you deserve better and realised all these while you have done better than that, you'll move on.
i wont cry anymore because i would rather spend my tears on the cambodia kids. i wouldnt be paranoid and suspicious because i would rather care for the people around me. and i wouldnt stay upset and emo anymore because i would rather be out capturing happy moments, doing what i like most.
i dont want t have any phobia just cos ive been hurt once. i dont want t be the girl who keeps crying about the same things. in the future, i will still go for what i want.
theres only one reason left why i want to go cambodia - to learn & to grow. its always good to challenge yourself once in a while. hahaha. last time was what obs?? hahaha. its always good to go back to basics. i know ppl didnt expect me t go cambodia la. rachel zheng was like "YOU ARE THE LAST PERSON I WILL EXPECT TO GO CAMBODIA LA WTH MAN" hahaha!!! seriously man!! =.= im not that xiao jie, spoilt, clean-freak, cannot-tahan-basic-life okayy!! hahaha. lots to do in cambodia man. with karwei and jerina. :D lots to do and learn!!!!
JERINA TAN!
its not like i couldnt run and return the shots.
its not cos i have weird music taste, i just happen t listen t all genres except techno.
its not like i cant eat without the 4Cs.
and dont call someone a busybody when he/she obviously cared.
when i was still trying t overcome, i kept hearing and seeing bad stuff that were happening. and people had been telling me "just move on, dont waste time", "jerk", "not worthy of you", etc etc. i may have agreed w them, but it was just cos i had t "convince" and lie t myself. but seriously, i've never regretted it. and i dont believe them because i never think that you are that mean sort of person. after hearing all the negative things, all i wanted is just t embrace my feelings. but when you're tired, you'll let go of everything.
it hurts when you're being treated like some come-and-go. but nobody is to be blamed. sometimes, people change and things go wrong. but when you found out that you deserve better and realised all these while you have done better than that, you'll move on.
i wont cry anymore because i would rather spend my tears on the cambodia kids. i wouldnt be paranoid and suspicious because i would rather care for the people around me. and i wouldnt stay upset and emo anymore because i would rather be out capturing happy moments, doing what i like most.
i dont want t have any phobia just cos ive been hurt once. i dont want t be the girl who keeps crying about the same things. in the future, i will still go for what i want.
theres only one reason left why i want to go cambodia - to learn & to grow. its always good to challenge yourself once in a while. hahaha. last time was what obs?? hahaha. its always good to go back to basics. i know ppl didnt expect me t go cambodia la. rachel zheng was like "YOU ARE THE LAST PERSON I WILL EXPECT TO GO CAMBODIA LA WTH MAN" hahaha!!! seriously man!! =.= im not that xiao jie, spoilt, clean-freak, cannot-tahan-basic-life okayy!! hahaha. lots to do in cambodia man. with karwei and jerina. :D lots to do and learn!!!!
my GFF. Girlfriend-Forever. (higher rank than BFF. HAHAHA.) lecture-partner, go-to-school-together partner, listen-to-all-my-crap (YOU DONT DESERVE THE SHIT HE HAS LEFT) partner, lets-get-high-together friend, always-by-my-side, tennis partner, absolutely no artistic flair, mr-bean's-bear, SUPER BUDDY JERINA TAN. :D I THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.
lets rock the socks off Cambodia when we get there alright? ;)))))
after cambodia, time t get my CANON DSLR 550D and fisheye lens for my Rainbow. oh yeah!!! im calling my lomo cam Rainbow and my DSLR Cloud. :D rainbow&cloud. heh. then i'll sign up for photography and tennis lessons!! woots!! and work. yepz. work. hopefully pull and bear!! :D
yeah man!! after cambodia, gotta get Cloud. then tennis+world cup+work+community work. yaye man!! EPL's finals on sunday. will be watching in cambodia. heh. GO CHELSEA!!!
DANCE as though no one is watching you.
LOVE as though you have never been hurt before.
SING as though no one can hear you.
LIVE as though heaven is on Earth.
my detachable fisheye lens!!!!!
from footprintgrins.livejournal
cant wait t try it out once i get back from cambodia!!! alr placed the order woots~!! hahaha. and i've bouht agfa film. highly saturated. yaye!!! cant wait t use the film on angkok wat. *beams* :D
cant wait t try it out once i get back from cambodia!!! alr placed the order woots~!! hahaha. and i've bouht agfa film. highly saturated. yaye!!! cant wait t use the film on angkok wat. *beams* :D
Sunday, May 2, 2010
go taylor!!!
"If guys don't want me to write bad songs about them, then they shouldn't do bad things."
:D
taylor swift rocks my socks!!
tumblr
hoho~ i just started my first tumblr blog. :D okayy honestly i dont know how t change the html sia. its like waaaaay too complicated. hahaha. but good thing about tumblr is it uploads pics VERY VERY FAST. WAY BETTER THAN BLOGGER. :D and i lurve t post random quotes and pics. hahaha.
forever.flying.free.
forever.flying.free.
last lap, last hurdle!
been studying the whole of the week before exams. hahaha. anw my old v9 phone is really horrible man!!! it keeps hanging and sends messages halfway when i havent complete my smses. damn embarrassing okayy. and it officially died when i was going t meet aida. the screw at the side just fell off and the top part was hanging on for its dear life. hahaha.
oh oh!! and i got LT5's number. hehe. cos kenneth and i were stduying there after dinner. then we were like playing w the controls there. tried t play taylor swift's "You Belong With Me" but we couldnt figure how t. :( hahaha. and kenneth used the phone t call my phone so i got the number. hahaha!! one day when i graduate i should call LT5 every ten mins for fun. HAHAHA. crazy luh.
and im officially in love with "The Lovely Bones". its a book. hahaha. and a movie. yep. i dont really fancy romance or plots about bitchfights and who-gets-the-guy-in-the-end kind of stories. hahaha. i prefer mystery or stories like The Lovely Bones, hmm, about other ppl's outlook of lives as time pass. yep. The Lovely Bones is about this teenage girl's being murdered and how she felt about her family as she watched them grow when she visited them as a ghost (of cos they couldnt see her). yep. nice story. pace is just right. ((: okayy anw i was at popular bookstore. then this middle-age lady asked me in mandarin if i could help her choose a story book for her son. she knew he likes mysteries but she didnt know which book t choose cos she couldnt understand english. yeah. i think that mum is damn sweet la.
friday was second last paper. spotted ssa questions but then i wasnt really prepared for the test. dammit shit. oh wells. meeting w some YEP ppl after eg test. anw joseph suggested we should do this on our last night there.
WTFFFF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. cambodia kids will be soooo freaked out by us can.
another crazy one.
then had dinner at central's billy bombers w jer and karwei. wah seriously man. had a @#$^*() time laughing at the two of them. first jer and i were like laughing at kw. "you're damn fat" "shut up i want t eat my brownie" hahaha. then its jer's turn t be suan-ed. cos i think she looks like mr bean's bear. so kw was like "eh jerina. your owner got treat you well or not. where do you sleep at night? in a box underneath the bed is it?" HAHAHA. damn bad i know. then i was like "who will be mr bean?" kw was like "kah weng la!!!" HAHAHAHAHA. thats the bomb man. and jer was like "OH MY GOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~" HAHAHAHA. damn evil. heh. kw left at nine so jer and i were left alone. hahaha. walked from clarke quay t esplanade. ((: love t walk around aimlessly at night. love the ambience, the weather and the atmosphere, esp at clarke quay and esplanade. cos everyone seems happy. ((:
okayy man. last paper next thurs and i'll fly off on the 9th. (: another sem just passed. hahaha. i can feel the effects of being old now. heh.
HAHAHA. damn funny.
oh oh!! and i got LT5's number. hehe. cos kenneth and i were stduying there after dinner. then we were like playing w the controls there. tried t play taylor swift's "You Belong With Me" but we couldnt figure how t. :( hahaha. and kenneth used the phone t call my phone so i got the number. hahaha!! one day when i graduate i should call LT5 every ten mins for fun. HAHAHA. crazy luh.
and im officially in love with "The Lovely Bones". its a book. hahaha. and a movie. yep. i dont really fancy romance or plots about bitchfights and who-gets-the-guy-in-the-end kind of stories. hahaha. i prefer mystery or stories like The Lovely Bones, hmm, about other ppl's outlook of lives as time pass. yep. The Lovely Bones is about this teenage girl's being murdered and how she felt about her family as she watched them grow when she visited them as a ghost (of cos they couldnt see her). yep. nice story. pace is just right. ((: okayy anw i was at popular bookstore. then this middle-age lady asked me in mandarin if i could help her choose a story book for her son. she knew he likes mysteries but she didnt know which book t choose cos she couldnt understand english. yeah. i think that mum is damn sweet la.
friday was second last paper. spotted ssa questions but then i wasnt really prepared for the test. dammit shit. oh wells. meeting w some YEP ppl after eg test. anw joseph suggested we should do this on our last night there.
WTFFFF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. cambodia kids will be soooo freaked out by us can.
another crazy one.
then had dinner at central's billy bombers w jer and karwei. wah seriously man. had a @#$^*() time laughing at the two of them. first jer and i were like laughing at kw. "you're damn fat" "shut up i want t eat my brownie" hahaha. then its jer's turn t be suan-ed. cos i think she looks like mr bean's bear. so kw was like "eh jerina. your owner got treat you well or not. where do you sleep at night? in a box underneath the bed is it?" HAHAHA. damn bad i know. then i was like "who will be mr bean?" kw was like "kah weng la!!!" HAHAHAHAHA. thats the bomb man. and jer was like "OH MY GOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~" HAHAHAHA. damn evil. heh. kw left at nine so jer and i were left alone. hahaha. walked from clarke quay t esplanade. ((: love t walk around aimlessly at night. love the ambience, the weather and the atmosphere, esp at clarke quay and esplanade. cos everyone seems happy. ((:
okayy man. last paper next thurs and i'll fly off on the 9th. (: another sem just passed. hahaha. i can feel the effects of being old now. heh.
HAHAHA. damn funny.
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